Thank you guys so much!

[49ER]

Im gonna through some shit right now i mean obviously gear is not the most important thing in the world. I was trying to hawk my camera just to buy me sometime and get a little gear.

Good to see their is still good peeps oit there. Poohbear reached out and said gman13 and him were sending a couple bottles to help me out i didnt ask for anything wich makes me feel really good. D red also contributed so im fucken more than happy.

Im a powerlifter and nothing worse than trying to reach goals on barely any gear lol now ill be cool for a min. Just wanna say thank you guys i really appreciate bthat shit big time.

 

[MindlessWork]

Sup bud, good to know there's great people in this community. I'd consider helping people out where I can myself, or if I got into a jam I'd know where to seek help

Hope things start looking up for you big guy...we never want to see you be a sad panda

 

[Gone]

Your welcome buddy.
It was [MENTION=7]Poohbear[/MENTION] idea and [MENTION=5]Gman13[/MENTION] contributed. Glad we could help a brother in need

 

[49ER]

Your welcome buddy.
It was [MENTION=7]Poohbear[/MENTION] idea and [MENTION=5]Gman13[/MENTION] contributed. Glad we could help a brother in need

Ok thx alot brothers ill pay it forward to someone else in need once i get on my feet

 

[Poohbear]

Ur welcome brother !! All that we ask is to pay it forward for another brother in need .

 

[Poohbear]

Thanks to Gman, Game over and D-red for there help in this matter!! This is what true brotherhood is about !! There was a couple more brothers that offered help also .

 

[Pipelinesteve4]

Some real good stuff here. Always awesome to see

 

[Poohbear]

It's also Just as important to support or very on team D-red and Gman !!

 

[horsefli]

Very cool! Damn, Poohbear I cant quit looking at the toe, lol!

 

[Rot-Iron66]

Very tight knit group here, really happy with HCU!

 

[Gman13]

Ok thx alot brothers ill pay it forward to someone else in need once i get on my feet

Your welcome Mr 49er..ive had many pay forward to me over the years so for me it was a easy decision to make! Also Mr 49er this is just a thought brother..if u change your name to Mr 69er u might get sum more action with the ladies..just saying brother J/K lol!

 

[Kins]

Always nice to hear things like this. Very generous of you guys to help him out like that.

 

[01dragonslayer]

....anything to help a bro.

 

[hwntime]

Reminds me of OLM a few years back when it was a solid community.

 

[rocco-x]

I'm glad you were helped out. Yes this community is made up of some really solid ppl. I've been given "care packages" a few times from both sources and members alike, especially when I first relapsed and was fighting my addiction by trying to stay in the gym. Needless to say the gym lost lol...but all is good now.

 

[MindlessWork]

I'm glad you were helped out. Yes this community is made up of some really solid ppl. I've been given "care packages" a few times from both sources and members alike, especially when I first relapsed and was fighting my addiction by trying to stay in the gym. Needless to say the gym lost lol...but all is good now.

So now you back in the gym again? Hope you beat the demons senseless by now...and I've dealt with so many mental demons myself.

 

[01dragonslayer]

I'm glad you were helped out. Yes this community is made up of some really solid ppl. I've been given "care packages" a few times from both sources and members alike, especially when I first relapsed and was fighting my addiction by trying to stay in the gym. Needless to say the gym lost lol...but all is good now.

It is by going down into the abyss when we recover. Where you stumble and stand lies your treasure. Good know your doing better.

 

[rocco-x]

MW...yes I'm back, or getting back I should say lol. From Jul to Oct I hit it pretty heavy and gained a lot of size back quickly but around Nov, due to some restrictions out of my control, I slacked off. Renewing my membership Mon afternoon.

Dragon yes the abyss, my bottom. This relapse after having 5yrs clean was by far the worst I've ever gotten. By no means was it the most I've used as far as quantity or financially, but the worst as in where I allowed it to take me. Homeless on the streets or if I was lucky the shelter system in NYC, which btw I've no recollection of even coming out here because I was in such a benzo induced haze, and hooked on smack, methadone or xanies. I was blessed to get into a long term rehab for which I'm still in and have 14mnths off the secondary drugs and 10mnths off methadone. Currently coming off suboxone now and will hopefully be off before Mar. Never again do I want to look or feel as I did before coming here in Nov 2015...ever again. 138lbs from a solid 215 with 10% bf...lost, scared, self loathing and worthless. Yes addiction sucks balls and strips away any dignity one has along with everything else one could imagine. I've made some strong bonds with quite a few ppl on boards like this and kept in contact with many of them while using or not. We're all part of a semi dysfunctional family...but always seem to be there for each other. I wouldn't want it any other way lol.

 

[01dragonslayer]

Dragon yes the abyss, my bottom. This relapse after having 5yrs clean was by far the worst I've ever gotten. By no means was it the most I've used as far as quantity or financially, but the worst as in where I allowed it to take me. Homeless on the streets or if I was lucky the shelter system in NYC, which btw I've no recollection of even coming out here because I was in such a benzo induced haze, and hooked on smack, methadone or xanies. I was blessed to get into a long term rehab for which I'm still in and have 14mnths off the secondary drugs and 10mnths off methadone. Currently coming off suboxone now and will hopefully be off before Mar. Never again do I want to look or feel as I did before coming here in Nov 2015...ever again. 138lbs from a solid 215 with 10% bf...lost, scared, self loathing and worthless. Yes addiction sucks balls and strips away any dignity one has along with everything else one could imagine. I've made some strong bonds with quite a few ppl on boards like this and kept in contact with many of them while using or not. We're all part of a semi dysfunctional family...but always seem to be there for each other. I wouldn't want it any other way lol.

Always remember you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think and confidence in yourself is an awesome ally. Don't look back at the past...push yourself into the future. Figuratively speaking that is a great story.

 

[Gman13]

MW...yes I'm back, or getting back I should say lol. From Jul to Oct I hit it pretty heavy and gained a lot of size back quickly but around Nov, due to some restrictions out of my control, I slacked off. Renewing my membership Mon afternoon.

Dragon yes the abyss, my bottom. This relapse after having 5yrs clean was by far the worst I've ever gotten. By no means was it the most I've used as far as quantity or financially, but the worst as in where I allowed it to take me. Homeless on the streets or if I was lucky the shelter system in NYC, which btw I've no recollection of even coming out here because I was in such a benzo induced haze, and hooked on smack, methadone or xanies. I was blessed to get into a long term rehab for which I'm still in and have 14mnths off the secondary drugs and 10mnths off methadone. Currently coming off suboxone now and will hopefully be off before Mar. Never again do I want to look or feel as I did before coming here in Nov 2015...ever again. 138lbs from a solid 215 with 10% bf...lost, scared, self loathing and worthless. Yes addiction sucks balls and strips away any dignity one has along with everything else one could imagine. I've made some strong bonds with quite a few ppl on boards like this and kept in contact with many of them while using or not. We're all part of a semi dysfunctional family...but always seem to be there for each other. I wouldn't want it any other way lol.

Every journey always begins with one step forward friend..take that step with many more to your future and use your past as fuel to keep u moving forward in the right direction..good luck!