Really hurting guys...

rocco-x

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Most who know me on here and other boards know what I've been thru with addiction, esp the last few years. Altho I'm currently homeless I'm clean and fighting every day for it. Now I get a call from my sisters telling me my mom may only have a day or two left. She's all the way down in Maryland and I'm up here in good old NYC.

I guess I need some prayers guys, mainly for my family tho. I'll always be alright no matter what. It's them I worry about with all the shit I put them and others thru over the years. I never wanna return to what I once was, I know this won't be forever as long as I keep my eyes on the prize and don't mess up like I've done so many times before.

Just needed to vent a little bit. Thanks hermanos.
 
Been there bro I got 3 years clean thanks too the judge and district attorney . they put me on a grey hound with a 100 bucks and I haven't looked back since . hope it doesn't take that for you bro.

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Sorry brother stay strong and if I can help just pm brother !! Stay clean,it's a better life for I and those who love u brother!!
 
Hey [MENTION=885]rocco-x[/MENTION] I've been there brother. Spend time county and had the judge let me spend the rest in rehab. Total of 9 months. And still struggled after that. I've been clean for almost a year now after less and less relapses. Eventually I got it together. I just won my first Muay Thai fight after losing my first. Life gets better bro. Hang in there.


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Most who know me on here and other boards know what I've been thru with addiction, esp the last few years. Altho I'm currently homeless I'm clean and fighting every day for it. Now I get a call from my sisters telling me my mom may only have a day or two left. She's all the way down in Maryland and I'm up here in good old NYC.

I guess I need some prayers guys, mainly for my family tho. I'll always be alright no matter what. It's them I worry about with all the shit I put them and others thru over the years. I never wanna return to what I once was, I know this won't be forever as long as I keep my eyes on the prize and don't mess up like I've done so many times before.

Just needed to vent a little bit. Thanks hermanos.

Prayer for you and your family bro, coming up in six years clean and sober after a 15yr battle, if you ever need to vent or an ear to bend, shoot me a pm...


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By the way, I've been clean 14yrs and regardless of anything in the past, YOU can have a full and incredibly amazing life...starting with Today! You are not alone and it's refreshing to see so many brothers in here with the same kind of hope for you to pull from! Hit me up if you need to chat, I got some fellow brothers in the big city that would do whatever they can to help someone who is struggling


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I think you make the best with what you've got, you know? Sometimes you have very little. And you just always try to rise to higher ground, because you're going to suffer one way or the other, so you just hope that you have strength and perseverance and good friends and faith, some kind of faith, to endure and move on.

Our prayers are with you my friend.
 
Been clean for 5 years now bro and believe me ive been right wer u are....once u hit bottom tbere is only one way to go...UP.....! Hang in there set goals big and small . keep yourself occupied and focus on bettering yourself a little bit everyday, keep a routine ...before u know it u will be on your feet and back to where u want to be. I know for a fact it can be done. Good luck and god bless

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